My knees buckle under the weight of your expectations
My name escapes your lips and I hear a foreign language
The ways I shape-shift to find my place have only squeezed me out of me
Now my reflection waves back from the mirror with concern
I unlock my jaw to speak and your voice fills the room
Asphiaxting anything in my likeness
Yesterday I knocked on my own door and
an old self answered a stranger
So I ask, will you?
Move your things?
So I am empty in a way that means free
Lose me in a factory reset
To find the girl from yesterday
To walk back every bruise paid for in diamonds
To sit again in that bar
And instead say, “I don’t give my number to strangers”
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